I Believe In Ghosts

I've been feeling chilled these last 2 days. A facebook meme went around with an a-z. G was ghosts, real or not? I said real. 3 experiences, 2 of hosting, 1 of talking with and guiding to talk with the intended person directly - which succeeded because I told her forcefully to listen carefully to anything anything at all that she could hear. And I fled. As fast as I could I ran. That spirit spoke to her of love, of me, of us. But did not return to me. It took a lot of strength to do that.

But since posting that, and my friend questioning me (superstition is definitely not in his dictionary), I've been getting chills. Longer, and further reaching chills. Just like I felt before and after those events.

I'm scared and intrigued. Why now? Who wants me? What will happen? What happens if someone who doesn't know about these things has too many experiences? Like today I was tired. In the same way I was back then, in my student days. I felt half-life. Seeing some colours vibrantly and others fade into the grey road ahead. And I went cold and shivery, but not violent shivers. Slight ones. But nobody came. At least, I didn't hear them.

There's a clarevoyant event locally soon, I'm wondering if I should go and show them what I've written about my experiences here. Or at least try to.