is it understandable to fear ending up on your own

[c=BF0080][i]because that is a real possibility for me and could be my doomed fate, i'm just past my mid 40s now and the only support system i have are my elderly parents who live far away, i deal with mental problems meself, and once my parents are no longer around i'll be left on my own in the world and i'm terrified about it.

i always hoped to get a girlfriend but that never happened so far, because i had a lot of problems.[/i][/c]