When scrolling through social media, even on different platforms, I sometimes get the same message over and over again, that speaks to me?!
Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”
Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you.”
It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.”
No man shall be able to stand before you all the days of your life. Just as I was with Moses, so I will be with you. I will not leave you or forsake you.
Behold, I am with you and will keep you wherever you go, and will bring you back to this land. For I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you.”
Teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age.”
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Then David said to Solomon his son, “Be strong and courageous and do it. Do not be afraid and do not be dismayed, for the Lord God, even my God, is with you. He will not leave you or forsake you, until all the work for the service of the house of the Lord is finished.
For God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.
The Lord our God be with us, as he was with our fathers. May he not leave us or forsake us,
Casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.
So we can confidently say, “The Lord is my helper; I will not fear; what can man do to me?”
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”
And so on and so on......
I have been having some seriously bad delusions over the last couple of years. Entertaining evil suspicions, not being able to know the difference between discernment and evil suspicions! I have been accused of everything under the sun by false prophets....But I am also the accuser!!!!!!!!!! Satan is the accuser! I am constantly accusing my kids kids friends of outlandish things, believing that some of their friends are also schizophrenic like me, but that they are on the voices side and that I am on Jesus side, yet I accuse accuse accuse out of trying to protect my kids from the voices! But then sometimes when I reality test I'll hear my sons friend talking to my son about something nasty, I'll go into his room to inspect, he is sound asleep and the light is off and his friend isn't even there!!!!!!!!!!!! Same goes with me accusing my family of sins that they tell me time and time again that they didn't commit!!! They say trust your gut, or should I trust my husband and kids??? Are they gaslighting me, or am I seriously delusional and accusing innocent people whom I love causing serious division in my family!!!! That is exactly what the enemy wants! But I LOVE JESUS He knows I am being disceived He knows I love my family and so we talk it out and they all know that I have this disease and that I don't mean to hurt anybody, but also if I am right wouldn't I be wrong to not stand up for what is right? Evil prevails when good people sit back and do nothing! I can't tell between supernatural discernment, and evil suspicion and it's affecting us all! I do try to investigate using my natural eyes, but life has taught me that even my eyes have decieved me in the past as well!!! If I can't trust my natural senses, if I can't trust the voices within whom can I trust? The only thing I can stand on is the word of God!!! So in this case, I think I need to stop accusing, asking is better, but people lie, or tell the truth, so that's half and half...I got to think about what is good for the whole family, forgiveness doesn't mean that what they do or don't do is not wrong... It just aids in healing...Love covers a multitude of sins!!! God promised me time and time again that he would not leave me nor forsake me during these trials, and He has shown me some truths that if I left that part of my life would burn down! Okay than that isn't what I want, forgiveness it is...This protects me and my cushy lifestyle, yet there is grief, but forgiveness helps with that and love is stronger than that! I really need to learn from my mistakes and the other day I tried to lay down my evil suspicions down at the foot of the CROSS! If God promised to never leave me nor forsake me to which I just felt the hand of the Lord on my shoulder just now!! Right shoulder...And I can hear Heavenly Angels sing right now faintly...Over the last few weeks I have caught a glimpse of someone standing at the entrance of the door way to my sons bedroom, it was just a flash second of seeing a figure in white robes, but there was no denying that I saw them, could they be an Angel? Quite possibly, Now I truly do believe that the Lord hasn't left me! And that He will turn everything beautiful in it's time!
Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you.”
It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.”
No man shall be able to stand before you all the days of your life. Just as I was with Moses, so I will be with you. I will not leave you or forsake you.
Behold, I am with you and will keep you wherever you go, and will bring you back to this land. For I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you.”
Teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age.”
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Then David said to Solomon his son, “Be strong and courageous and do it. Do not be afraid and do not be dismayed, for the Lord God, even my God, is with you. He will not leave you or forsake you, until all the work for the service of the house of the Lord is finished.
For God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.
The Lord our God be with us, as he was with our fathers. May he not leave us or forsake us,
Casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.
So we can confidently say, “The Lord is my helper; I will not fear; what can man do to me?”
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”
And so on and so on......
I have been having some seriously bad delusions over the last couple of years. Entertaining evil suspicions, not being able to know the difference between discernment and evil suspicions! I have been accused of everything under the sun by false prophets....But I am also the accuser!!!!!!!!!! Satan is the accuser! I am constantly accusing my kids kids friends of outlandish things, believing that some of their friends are also schizophrenic like me, but that they are on the voices side and that I am on Jesus side, yet I accuse accuse accuse out of trying to protect my kids from the voices! But then sometimes when I reality test I'll hear my sons friend talking to my son about something nasty, I'll go into his room to inspect, he is sound asleep and the light is off and his friend isn't even there!!!!!!!!!!!! Same goes with me accusing my family of sins that they tell me time and time again that they didn't commit!!! They say trust your gut, or should I trust my husband and kids??? Are they gaslighting me, or am I seriously delusional and accusing innocent people whom I love causing serious division in my family!!!! That is exactly what the enemy wants! But I LOVE JESUS He knows I am being disceived He knows I love my family and so we talk it out and they all know that I have this disease and that I don't mean to hurt anybody, but also if I am right wouldn't I be wrong to not stand up for what is right? Evil prevails when good people sit back and do nothing! I can't tell between supernatural discernment, and evil suspicion and it's affecting us all! I do try to investigate using my natural eyes, but life has taught me that even my eyes have decieved me in the past as well!!! If I can't trust my natural senses, if I can't trust the voices within whom can I trust? The only thing I can stand on is the word of God!!! So in this case, I think I need to stop accusing, asking is better, but people lie, or tell the truth, so that's half and half...I got to think about what is good for the whole family, forgiveness doesn't mean that what they do or don't do is not wrong... It just aids in healing...Love covers a multitude of sins!!! God promised me time and time again that he would not leave me nor forsake me during these trials, and He has shown me some truths that if I left that part of my life would burn down! Okay than that isn't what I want, forgiveness it is...This protects me and my cushy lifestyle, yet there is grief, but forgiveness helps with that and love is stronger than that! I really need to learn from my mistakes and the other day I tried to lay down my evil suspicions down at the foot of the CROSS! If God promised to never leave me nor forsake me to which I just felt the hand of the Lord on my shoulder just now!! Right shoulder...And I can hear Heavenly Angels sing right now faintly...Over the last few weeks I have caught a glimpse of someone standing at the entrance of the door way to my sons bedroom, it was just a flash second of seeing a figure in white robes, but there was no denying that I saw them, could they be an Angel? Quite possibly, Now I truly do believe that the Lord hasn't left me! And that He will turn everything beautiful in it's time!
