So, I dreamt all night about the horrors in my life versus the horrors in the world...
I always thought that i was in Purgatory. This isn't Purgatory, it is Hell.
It amazes me every time I hear people having love and admiration for the worst people....Reagan, Trump, My Parents, Jocks....This is backwards world...which is obviously Hell.
The Earth itself has turned against us. There is no Tornado alley anymore. There are tornadoes everywhere. Hurricane season is whenever the hell it wants to have them. Sink holes. Earthquakes. Flooding. This is Biblical.
People are randomly shooting and stabbing people that they don't even know. I mean, if you knew someone and hated them, that's one thing. but babies getting stabbed in the mall is just too much. People killing their own families...a house full of kids. What the hell is that about?
And then there is me. i have never been mean or cruel to anyone. It is as if I don't belong there fore i must be destroyed. There is absolutely nothing good in my life...at all. And there is not excuse for it. And i have never known any nice people...ever. So where do i go when i die?
It amazes me every time I hear people having love and admiration for the worst people....Reagan, Trump, My Parents, Jocks....This is backwards world...which is obviously Hell.
The Earth itself has turned against us. There is no Tornado alley anymore. There are tornadoes everywhere. Hurricane season is whenever the hell it wants to have them. Sink holes. Earthquakes. Flooding. This is Biblical.
People are randomly shooting and stabbing people that they don't even know. I mean, if you knew someone and hated them, that's one thing. but babies getting stabbed in the mall is just too much. People killing their own families...a house full of kids. What the hell is that about?
And then there is me. i have never been mean or cruel to anyone. It is as if I don't belong there fore i must be destroyed. There is absolutely nothing good in my life...at all. And there is not excuse for it. And i have never known any nice people...ever. So where do i go when i die?
