I've been dealing with it, I don't hate anyone in fact I love even my enemies as the Christian faith encourages me to do so...I've seen so many fall, and it breaks my heart to pieces, I do encourage them to let Jesus help put them back together again if they're willing...But some are not and wish to continue to let the voices tell everyone that I am such a bad person for sinning on a daily basis when I believe He made Him He who knew no sin to become sin for me so that I might have the righteousness of God...God has cleared me through the blood of Jesus Christ, and yet those who hear voices say I did this and I did that even when it wasn't me but a demon that made me have a bad dream or something....I don't hate them I never could, no I have compassion on them and face the music, I must be courageous and face the scorn like a little kitty cat trotting along a dozen fierce German Shepherds....It just makes life a little harder that's all. Gotta keep my chin up and accept that I am a forgiven sinner washed clean in the blood of the Lamb....That being said, there is some hostility towards me from my kids friends...I want to love them not fight with them or give them a reason to hate me....It's not their fault it's the schizophrenia that's the true enemy not them, I see the soul inside, and I hope for their salvation, and if not I hope my kids know the difference between God is good and the devil is bad....and not to fall into the pit...Believe half of what you see and even less of what you hear... I believe in love for all people...I try not to judge, I forgive once twice, seven times seventy seven times a day....I try to travel light and lose the baggage of animosity.
