Beauty beyond belief.
Some things really are perfect. Or rather some people. Inside their souls are consumed with uncontrollable weather and their hearts are a roller-coaster of emotions, and chaos seems to be the only things in their life that has ever been certain. Their minds are ever blooming with curiosity and the wonders of living. Equally brave and afraid, their internal battle rages.
However, on the outside they look like a tropical ocean at sunset. Every cloud or facial feature in that endless sky of facial beauty is perfectly placed. So, as you slowly sink under the reflective and ever dazzling surface of their crystalline eyes shine, an inner complexity of beauty can be seen. Her expanding depth reveal itself in intricate colorful details and forms, like a coral reef ecosystem. Ever changing, ever evolving, never the same from one day to the next, she flourishes.
These people never see themselves for what and who they truly are, and accept twisted reflections of themselves from the mirrors of those who seek only to exploit and mamipulate them for their own purposes.. their own selfishness.. and self gratification. Those always seeking to control the one that give themselves away too easily with blind hope, and making themself lower, making their captors seem more powerful, when it is them, who trully has all the power.
I only watch from a distance. I protect myself and my sensitivity to their hidden screams and silent prayers to one day be seen and appreciated as they are, without condition or expectation. I can only bare to be a witness in the distance ror fear I'll be pulled into the currents and depths of their endless beauty. For once my heart has been lost in the love of theirs, it can never be separated again from them, without paying the greatest price, by dying.
However, on the outside they look like a tropical ocean at sunset. Every cloud or facial feature in that endless sky of facial beauty is perfectly placed. So, as you slowly sink under the reflective and ever dazzling surface of their crystalline eyes shine, an inner complexity of beauty can be seen. Her expanding depth reveal itself in intricate colorful details and forms, like a coral reef ecosystem. Ever changing, ever evolving, never the same from one day to the next, she flourishes.
These people never see themselves for what and who they truly are, and accept twisted reflections of themselves from the mirrors of those who seek only to exploit and mamipulate them for their own purposes.. their own selfishness.. and self gratification. Those always seeking to control the one that give themselves away too easily with blind hope, and making themself lower, making their captors seem more powerful, when it is them, who trully has all the power.
I only watch from a distance. I protect myself and my sensitivity to their hidden screams and silent prayers to one day be seen and appreciated as they are, without condition or expectation. I can only bare to be a witness in the distance ror fear I'll be pulled into the currents and depths of their endless beauty. For once my heart has been lost in the love of theirs, it can never be separated again from them, without paying the greatest price, by dying.
36-40, M
