There has to be something with your outlook or general perspective or personality that you need to look at. Go to Walmart, you'll see plenty of couples where the woman is much bigger than you, and she has a man that is either a skinny stick or a body builder. It comes down to how she treats him and makes him feel and a great personality. Obviously he has to be good to you as well, but I'm just tying to help you answer your conundrum.
