I Struggle With My Body Image

All my life I was tormented with body for not being thin enough by people around me. It all started with my toxic so called best friends, the guys I dated, co workers and even my relatives. I was not even overweight back then. It's not like I haven't tried to lose weight. Even when I work out people make fun of me and criticizing the way I run or lift weight. It's like not being thin is a crime. At the start of the year, I successfully was able to loose few pounds and people started 'accepting' me and I fell ill suddenly. I couldn't work out anymore and I was confined to my room. This resulted putting up more pounds than I had ever before and so did taunting. When I started going back to the old workout regime, people still find something to make fun of my weight including my own grandmother who recently moved into my home for a couple of days. As soon as she stepped in, she made cruel jokes like how did I managed to be fat in few months without eating much. This resulted me staying outside home till nightfall because I can't endure her till she leaves after new year. Yes, my new year is ruined. All I wanted to say, people gain or lose weight for reasons they can't control. If you don't have nothing better to say, just keep silence and mind your business.