I Am Tired of Being Fat

Yes I am tired.. Its affect all my life.. I gained a lot of weight sometime i felt its also had impact in my marriage life. I never felt confident on my own skin.. I have been trying lose weight a week. It was not easy to be accepted in social life. My friends insist me to lose weight some of them like comment in my weight gained. Everybody around me saw me like something wrong with myself because i am getting fat. All i can said is I love foods i don't want to felt guily eating all the foods i loved.. just so sad