YOU ARE NOT EVEN THE OP HERE ...
IF YOU WANT TO BE A BURDEN TO YOUR FAMILY AND AN INVALID..
IF THAT TRULY FLOATS YOUR BOAT, WELL THEN, THAT'S YOUR HOLY GRAIL.
I AM BEING HONEST AND REALISTIC.
I KNOW THE TRUTH DOES HURT AND WELL, YEAH IT IS A HARD AND MESSY PILL TO SWALLOW.
BUT IF YOU WANT TO GROW AS A SOUL YOU CAN'T JUST BLINDFOLD YOURSELF TO FACTS OF LIFE;
NO MATTER HOW THEY ARE COMFORTING AND COSY OR INSULATE YOU, THAT IS FACILE.
THE TRUTH IS A BITCH (LOL) BUT IT DOES SET YOU FREE.
IF YOU ARE BRAVE ENOUGH TO TAKE THAT ROAD...NO GOOD ROAD IS AN EASY JOURNEY.
NO WORTHWHILE TASK OR HONEST SELF CARE AND LOVE IS EVER AN EASY THING TO DO.
THIS IS ONE PROBLEM OF MANY PEOPLE:
EATING TO BECOME A MORBID / FAT PERSON IS AN ILLNESS AN ADDICTION JUST AS THERE ARE COUNTLESS OF THEM..
DID I SAY I HAVE NONE? NOPE.
SO WE ARE ALL STRUGGLING: DRUGS, ALCOHOL, FOOD, GAMBLING, INFIDELITY, SELF LOATHING, SELF HARM, ETC, ETC ETC,....
BUT THIS IS IMPERATIVE THAT WE DO DEAL WITH IT SO WE ARE NOT SELFISH AHOLES AND BRING OUR FAMILIES DOWN WITH OUR WARPED THINKING AND SUBSEQUENT HEALTH ISSUES..THAT IS SELFISH, NO MATTER HOW YOU LIKE TO TWIST YOUR REALITY.
IGNORANCE, WILL NOT MAKE YOU HAPPY, INDIFFERENCE IS NOT THE WAY OUT. YOU ARE A BEACON TO SOMEONE AND THEY PROBABLY LOOK UP TO YOU AS A ROLE MODEL. CONSIDER WHAT KIND OF MODEL YOU WANT TO BE.
LIFE IS NOT AN ISLAND, WE LIVE IN A COMMUNITY.
ONE RIPPLE REVERBERATES OUTWARDS AND WE ALL FEEL IT.
SO EACH OF US SHOULD STRIVE TO BE HONEST (WITH OURSELVES AND OUR GOD IF WE BELIEVE),
TO BE TRUE AND TO BE OUR HEALTHIEST SELVES WE CAN.
UNDER ALL ADDICTIONS ARE EMPTY, HURTING VOIDS INSIDE US.
WE ARE HUNGRY FOR MEANING AND LOVE.
THE MEANING OF LIFE IS SELF LOVE, SELF ACCEPTANCE, GIVING AND RECEIVING LOVE AND IN GENERAL , LOVE.
NOT FOOD.
