I think I'm destined to be alone and misunderstood

It's hard to connect with others Without jealousy and envy coming in to destroy whatever connections I built. I thought it was something I was doing wrong but now I realize it's not so much me, it's just people have internal issues and I trigger them by just being me. One day I will meet my people irl but for now I got my sw crew. We can be weirdos together