I Gain Weight

I've gaines 4 pounds and I went from 266 to 270! My doctor is going to freak!!!! She already gave me a brutally honest talk about how obese I am and I'm close to diabetes and my cutting is making it worse. She got in my face and was blunt which offended me. If she hears I've gained weight, she is going to yell at me. She is very tough, strict and give it to you straight up when you don't wanna hear it. I'm 5'3. I'm so scared about going back! 😞😞😬😬😬😬😕😟😦😲😵