what goes through your mind

Did I say that I just love being on my knees being bitch slapped by a mans hard cock as I lick and kiss his balls. And I never feel more of a submissive cockhungry sissy slut than when l kneel at his feet as he rubs his cum filled balls now wet with my saliva into and all over my sissy slut face. I can never get enough of this, feeling those manly cum bags smearing my own saliva all over my face demonstrates to me the contempt he feels for me as less than a man or genetic women. I deserve and crave his contempt and humiliating treatment, as he uses me. I’m a totally feminized submissive cockhungry sissy, who now has a useless limp caged little sissy clitty hanging between my legs where a cock long ago used to be. now my clitty is permanently soft and caged , capable only of dribbling out my sissy juices as I nurse on a real mans cock and balls. Only one thing more powerfully demonstrates my my rightful place in life, that is when I am on the floor on my back as a real squares over my face rubbing his arse crack all over my face then teabags my sissy mouth I with his bloated cum filled balls. And my ultimate humiliation is to remove my wet panties and lick and suck them clean of my sissy juices.