Blk dl thuggish appearing SISSY

Im blk, 30, very straight acting/masculine, tattoos, attractive. Ive managed to have fun a few times, but do to sthe life i live, its hard. Secretly, im OBSESSED with thoughts of being a pretty little white girl in sexy lingerie and letting random guys with big dicks slut me out. I would love to be gangbanged while wearing a tight dress pull up my ass and some heels. I literally fantasize about this for hours out the day. Any thoughts? Id love to chat with likeminded people