I Have Lgbt Relationships

I can't sleep, I know that my ex-girlfriend (who is my very close friend now) was having a date and she has not written to me today...
I know I shouldn't care but somehow I can't sleep...

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Redcloudsdrifting · 41-45, F

I dreamt with her...we were in some futuristic setup, and we were so close but then everything changed, she started talking only to this other person as if what happened between us never existed...
I still feel there is this stromg connection between us, I really want to let her go, but it doesn't seem to work yet.
I wasn't able to sleep, and finally I've decided to just wish her happiness, focus on that...it was hard because I still have feelings for her.