God damn man some times I don't get why certain men don't get that their POV not only isn't welcome it doesn't have any authority.

at all like a man calling another man an incel or dropping "incel alert" as a comment is like oh look a man has an opinion. ::yawning:: does anyone care? No.

is this man right? no. Does this man have any authority whatsoever to judge who is one? no.

Like dear men get a grip you're not a woman so the potential that you have a valid perspective about that one is absolutely nil. There's no possbility at all. your view holds no water for the sole reason that ONLY Women get to decide that and you're not one of them.

so just shut the fuck up.

Anyways. dropping receipts








That is me coming clean in Private to Rhiannon that I like her in fact probably more than most of the crushes I get these days, Rhia is special in that she stands out even among them.

She's really intimidatingly desirable. but alas I digress from the praises I'll give this queen.

I told her how I felt, I let her know that the ball was in her court I let her understand that she had a choice and that either answer was acceptable.

and this is how it went down. in actuality.

Gracefully. Without incident. without drama. Without argument. without conflict.

here I stood, perfectly willing to call her my friend even though yes I wanted more.

I knew. I understood a lot of things by the point this exchange went down.

I had a keen eye and Had observed women enough to fully grasp the gravity of the situation.

For one thing analyzing the opposite sex made me realize women talk and that they look at how you treat other women to make a rough estimate of how they'll be treated.

And so I give you this. Do I not have a right to be upset when a friend essentially gives me the silent treatment in retaliation for a fantasy that we were more than friends, like permanent punishment for nothing more than admitting to fancying her?

the difference here is I would deny being "involuntarily celebrate" because I wasn't trying to get laid in the first place.

I was just admitting to liking someone for the POSSIBILITY of shit like that and more in the still rather distant future.

of course I still wanted to get to know them and spend a lot of time with them before it ever came to that.

I'm not MAD I got "rejected" for getting my Dick wet. I'm pissed my supposed friend abandoned me over so little when really a simple " Hahaha that's so sweet but I don't date boys." wouldn't even have been met with resistance. just I'm glad we can still be friends would be how I responded.