Turns out,

That as much as I adore and appreciate Stephan F Hawking, I’m not attracted to him. I would not have wanted to be his girlfriend. It feels good to know that about myself. It brings a certain calm and peace to my mind. I apologize if it’s superficial. But I never knew him on a personal level. So, if I’m honest with myself, I think a kiss on his cheek would as far as I would go. I know he would be hurt, but he would understand. I don’t expect everyone would understand but he wouldn’t care for me anyway. I’m happy he had someone special in his life.