1st Time for everyone

Hey guys, im 35 and have been secretly Bi for around 2 yrs now! I started taking cocaine back in 2023 and sort of discovered a very deep erotic feeling whilst masterbating off my head on coke! For a long time my go to when wanking would be BBW women with hairy pussy but one night i felt like i was forcing so decided to try something new and had a look at some gay porn as i used to have regular sex with a boy that lived around the corner but we was on like 7/8 I know its fucked up we was that young but we did it often thinking it was normal! But anyway i chose a video of 2 twinks barebacking and OMG every wank since has been watching banging gay porn! So im at the local one bank holiday weekend when a friends gay friend turned up and fair to say he was a good laugh! When the pub shut we stopped at that particular friends house and continued the party me sniffing loads of coke made me so horny so decided to walk home around 2am where i decided to take a viagra and have a filthy wank over some gay porn but after i left our new gay friend caught upto me and asked if he could walk home with me, i didnt mind just wanted to get home as quick as i could but he started flirting with me asking to suck my cock which actually made me so fucking horny 😜 after a while of nagging me i gave in, took him to a wooded area got naked and fucked his brains out and i fucking loved it