I Love Being A Gay Sissy
Am I Really A Sissy Or Just A Flaming Faggot?... I put on my first pair of panties (Mom's) when i was 8 years old and fell in love with lingerie right then and there. I was raised by a single Mom and was i guess what we'd now call a "latchkey kid" so i had a lot of time to play in Mom's lingerie and she had quite a bit of it, most of hers consisted of sexy black satin and lace. Sexy panties, bras, stockings, garter belts and so many pairs of high heels, sissy heaven! We moved around a lot so i didn't have many friends but the few i did have were usually older boys as i was so often picked on and bullied by the boys my own age. i can remember being about 12 when i first begged an older boy who was about 14 to let me suck his cock, i'd already let him see me wearing panties and high heels so i guess He knew i was a sissy. i was totally inexperienced but i guess i did a good job as He came in my mouth and i was hooked! i was a teenager in the 70's and there wasn't a whole lot of information available to a young sissy then, no Internet and being gay wasn't much accepted by society then yet so i had no idea what i was... Like most teenaged boys, i dated a couple of girls, never getting beyond the kissing or heavy petting stage and usually came in my drawers just from being close to a girl so nothing ever really happened except for me being embarrassed at cumming in my drawers so i eventually gave up on girls and became what i am today, a gay sissy.
i don't usually do the full on dressing thing with makeup and wig, perfume, etc. unless the bi guy i'm with expects it, i'd much rather be wearing pretty pink panties, a garter belt and stockings with high heels but no wig or makeup except for pink lipstick and toe and fingernails painted pink. Sometimes i'd wear a short skirt or hot pink and very tight jeans so anyone can see my panty lines and garters. My body is always shaved totally smooth from my eyebrows down and i love to be fondled and felt up by Men. i love to suck cock and be fucked in my sissy cunt and for Top Men to be verbal and aggressive with me, humiliating talk and action turn me on a lot too. I would love for a real Man to take me out in public dressed as an obvious sissy faggot as described above with no doubt as to what i am, not a Woman, not a Man, not a TGirl, just a limp-wristed, lisping, hip swinging, ass wiggling, pink pantied, cock loving, flaming sissy faggot.
With the arrival of the Internet it is now so much easier to find information and also to find others like ourselves but why is it still so hard to find Men who want to have some fun with sissy faggots like me? Quite the dilemma, gay Men for the most part want nothing to do with an obviously effeminate faggot, bi Men are sometimes interested, straight Men mostly want to beat the crap out of me, what to do?
Is there room in our society today for a fourth gender? Not a Man, not a Woman, not Transsexual (no insult intended at our TG sisters who are sometimes called the third gender) but an androgynous sissy who is a mixture of the 3 others. i know i'd identify with "Gay" but gay Men want nothing to do with sissies, so no room at the inn there.
Is it time to open up the LGBT community and add an "S" to it for sissies too?
What do you think, what's your experience been?
i don't usually do the full on dressing thing with makeup and wig, perfume, etc. unless the bi guy i'm with expects it, i'd much rather be wearing pretty pink panties, a garter belt and stockings with high heels but no wig or makeup except for pink lipstick and toe and fingernails painted pink. Sometimes i'd wear a short skirt or hot pink and very tight jeans so anyone can see my panty lines and garters. My body is always shaved totally smooth from my eyebrows down and i love to be fondled and felt up by Men. i love to suck cock and be fucked in my sissy cunt and for Top Men to be verbal and aggressive with me, humiliating talk and action turn me on a lot too. I would love for a real Man to take me out in public dressed as an obvious sissy faggot as described above with no doubt as to what i am, not a Woman, not a Man, not a TGirl, just a limp-wristed, lisping, hip swinging, ass wiggling, pink pantied, cock loving, flaming sissy faggot.
With the arrival of the Internet it is now so much easier to find information and also to find others like ourselves but why is it still so hard to find Men who want to have some fun with sissy faggots like me? Quite the dilemma, gay Men for the most part want nothing to do with an obviously effeminate faggot, bi Men are sometimes interested, straight Men mostly want to beat the crap out of me, what to do?
Is there room in our society today for a fourth gender? Not a Man, not a Woman, not Transsexual (no insult intended at our TG sisters who are sometimes called the third gender) but an androgynous sissy who is a mixture of the 3 others. i know i'd identify with "Gay" but gay Men want nothing to do with sissies, so no room at the inn there.
Is it time to open up the LGBT community and add an "S" to it for sissies too?
What do you think, what's your experience been?
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