I Am a Gay Teenager

I'm actually living double life. It's so weird. I have my real life where I have an amazing bf who I love a lot, I go to school, don't have many friends but the ones I have are awesome. I have a dad and a brother that I love to death, so my life is supposed to be great.
But it isn't somehow.
I have my online life. On which I've met the most amazing and beautiful ppl. Most of them aren't real probably, but those few real ppl I've met here almost a year ago are my best friends. One in particular. My soulmate. I'd probably be dead by now if it wasn't for him. He knows how much I love him. We don't even have to say it.
When u find someone like that, do everything u can to keep him. Don't put urself in first place, coz it's something u only find once in a lifetime.
And as I experienced myself, u can never know what's gonna happen. When u think ur invincible, there will be a setback, But when ur in a dark cold corner and u think u will never get out of it, there's this tiny little light that's gonnas pull u out and make u happy again.
I have a double life and I kinda wished I could switch them.
To who this was meant for : thanks
To all of u : cherish ur true friends