Just saying some things as for usual (sorry ive felt very talkative lately)

So I think im finally ready to try and find a feeder and get down and serious about gaining weight(ik im 360 lbs but i still view myself as skinny). But anymore all i ever want from the moment i wake up to the moment i sleep, and even in my dreams, i want to be fatter and get fatter. Like ill eat like 5k calories in a day and all i can ever think of is “i need more”. Sadly there are also days where i can bearly eat 1k calories due to work and family stuff (i work a skeleton crew in a bakery and im a new uncle of 2 years here soon) so i just dont have time to eat. But now imma try and eat when i have time to and find the best ways to get bigger fast. And i want to find some other groups to talk in about this stuff. Like discord or some other place. Just because like yeah there are people here on SW but not many responses nor engagement. So if yall have any groups like this on discord for example i would love an invite. But as of this moment imma sleep because it is 1 in the morning and i tired. Gn