I love my fat

So I’m getting ready to sleep and while im sitting i notice how fat ive gotten. The way my belly lays in my lap, how i get out of breath doing simple things like getting ready for bed, stuff like that. And for the first time i actually “feel fat”. As in i actually feel the effects of being fat and how it jiggle's all the time, weather i want it or not. So now all i can ever think about now is “how will my day to day life be when im even fatter?” Or “when should i get a feeder” or “should i stop at 500lbs or go further and be completely immobile and be pampered on 24/7”. I do think imma look for a feeder soon but not quite yet, i wanna settle a bit more and figure some other personal stuff out first before i do go and actively look. But i do know i want a feeder, be fatter, and be fed 24/7. And boy do i hope it comes sooner or later. And as a reminder i am always up to chat. I just may not respond because the message notification thing on my phone is a bit donked up and wont always send it on time or at all sometimes. Have a good day and get fatter like i am.