I Love Being A Fat Kid

Hi I am 14 and I weight 237lbs. I love being fat because I can eat whatever I want and I can play with my belly when I'm bored. My parents said that if I want to be happy, I have to get really fat. They also said that when I get really fat, they will give me whatever I want.I used to be in soccer but I quit because it will make me skinny and skinny is bad. I kept the uniform and put it on one day. The shirt was so tight because it was regular 10-12 but I wear husky 18-20. It barely went past my big moobs when it ripped from the back. I put on the shorts next and it was hard because my butt was too big but I put on and the back of them ripped too lol. I'm probably the fattest kid my neighborhood has seen since it only has skinny or chubby kids. They even gave me a nickname which is "black bear" because I have a huge belly lol. Should I wear my ripped soccer uniform to school lol?