Should I undergo long nipple torture sessions?

@MeisterAndrew I have to apologise Master to you and everyone else. My behaviour was unbecoming and not very ladylike. I did not handle this correctly. I should have accepted your answer after asking.

I know I am deserving of my punishment. I will willingly submit to my suffering even knowing how hard the pain will be to handle. I understand that is part the purpose to submit to it knowing I won't be released from it till I have experienced it to its full conclusion. If I am given leniency my submission would be meaningless. I want you and our guests to enjoy my naked body spread out and everything exposed for your and their perusal while I'm only experiencing the suffering. To have the satisfaction of seeing my struggling through it and my distress sufficiently apparent for your entertainment and enjoyment.

@KittyOwned That is good. I have decided how it will work. When I get home tomorrow you will draw cards.

The first card will be the number of days from 1 to 60 from the last day you are punished so if it were to end today and you drew 1 you will start punishment again tomorrow morning.

The second card will be the number of consecutive days you are punished from 1 to 5.

The third card will be from 10 to 24 for the number of hours each day. If it's 20 that means you only get 4 hours rest before the next day's punishment starts. If it's 24 that means it will be continuous for the number of days. If you draw 10 it doesn't mean you get to be free for 14 hours and would be restrained for that time.

[sep]I have also taken note of some suggestions. As I have explained to you there will be another stack of cards.

From this stack the card you pick may either be nothing, bring you luck, or additional punishment. These may range from also having the pinchers on your labia, having crocodile clips on your labia and your areolae to things such as doubling or tripling your punishment, needles through your nipples or general areas of your body, having your clit pierced, or an old acquaintance you might remember.

You may remove one card you don't want ahead of time. If you drew a card you don't want you can set it aside but for this I will draw two other cards that will be final. This means for instance if you drew the clit piercing or doubler you can set it aside, but if you drew the tripler and didn't remove the clit piercing or doubler you can get either or both of those if you set it aside.

A lot of these punishments are continuous for the entire duration and start from when you are restrained. So if you get say 20 needles to each or your sides these will be inserted right after I've fastened you and stay there even during the resting periods until the end of your punishment.

The cards you draw except for the first card will be sealed until you are restrained so we won't know ahead of time what your punishment will be. Guests will also be free to see your sessions.

@MeisterAndrew I understand Master. And to make up for my bahaviour I am prepared to draw 2 cards for my first session without removing any cards and without an option to set any aside.

@Manneeds You keep changing things. You don't sound sure of anything mentioning random things so I'll just ignore you.

@KittyOwned i am very sure of what i have aaid i have not fllip.flopped in anything i am very sure of and on everything

There seems to be a view by some when it comes to risk. I am well aware of risks. There's risk in everything a person does some just more or less than others. We know the risks though he does try to keep risk to a minimum while still making the activities hard. I know I can get hurt. I know I can have scarring.

At this point in my life I am not concerned with vanity though. I have given my body to him to play with and experiment on and if that's the price I pay then so be it. If it means my suffering and my body was useful for him to learn from then I would be happy.

@Colormegone This particular one no. But I don't have to nor should I enjoy everything.

@KittyOwned Can you leave him?

@Colormegone No

@Panamared Don't think the pics will happen but you didn't vote