How did i get here? [I Am Asexual]
I was sexually abused by 2 different ppl who were relatives...
Then when I became a teen, around 15, hormones kicked in and I felt alot of lust toward some guys at school, I made sexual jokes since I was in 6th grade, my peers thought I was weird.
In college I did some stupid stuff that I wouldn't do Now. Bcuz I don't feel lust anymore. Like I'm above it now in my mid 20s and I can go a long time without sex, and be very satisfied with my life. I wonder how did I get here 🤔 ?
It's quite interesting. Although I felt lust before, I didn't actually give away my virginity til I married. I'm thankful for that.
Then when I became a teen, around 15, hormones kicked in and I felt alot of lust toward some guys at school, I made sexual jokes since I was in 6th grade, my peers thought I was weird.
In college I did some stupid stuff that I wouldn't do Now. Bcuz I don't feel lust anymore. Like I'm above it now in my mid 20s and I can go a long time without sex, and be very satisfied with my life. I wonder how did I get here 🤔 ?
It's quite interesting. Although I felt lust before, I didn't actually give away my virginity til I married. I'm thankful for that.
