Why do I love for others to see her?
I apologize for the long post, I would appreciate help from others in sorting out why I enjoy this so much.
My wife has always been very conservative both in dress and sexual activity. If I suggested something much out of our norm….it would get shot down and I might be called a pervert. (Examples: shave her pussy, let me cum in her mouth, etc) We have been married for decades.
We were on a much needed beach vacation and it had a section of the beach that was nude. I don’t know how, but I convinced her to give it a try. Vacation mindset, perhaps? The thought that no one knows her? IDK.
I know we are not suppose to find nude beaches erotic, but I always loved watching videos of nude beaches and nude clubs. Maybe I am a pervert, but the idea of seeing women strip in public and unabashedly show their goods is so hot. I will admit that I also loved the idea of the freedom of letting my cock be viewed in public. So it’s no surprise that I enjoyed my first nude beach with my dick free and taking in the views of some uninhibited women.
**************My surprise was that the part I enjoyed most was my wife being so exposed. Her being topless in public was surreal, but when she slid off the bottoms…. I don’t have words to describe my feelings. It was so erotic to watch other men get clear views of her pussy. Yes, watching her nipples in the sunlight was great…but her pussy being exposed for all those men….OMG!*********
My questions:
1) Why did I enjoy my modest wife showing the goods to other men?
2) Why is her exposed pussy so over the top hot compared to topless (she had never been topless before and it’s taboo in our society as well)?
3) Does excitement from her exposing herself mean I subconsciously want others to fuck her? (I’ve fantasized/masturbated to the thought of her coming during a massage that turns erotic with a male masseuse…but never fantasize about someone else fucking her)
4) Sadly….am I just enjoying her do something taboo as “revenge” for her calling me perverted for requests in the past?
I would appreciate sorting out these things.
My wife has always been very conservative both in dress and sexual activity. If I suggested something much out of our norm….it would get shot down and I might be called a pervert. (Examples: shave her pussy, let me cum in her mouth, etc) We have been married for decades.
We were on a much needed beach vacation and it had a section of the beach that was nude. I don’t know how, but I convinced her to give it a try. Vacation mindset, perhaps? The thought that no one knows her? IDK.
I know we are not suppose to find nude beaches erotic, but I always loved watching videos of nude beaches and nude clubs. Maybe I am a pervert, but the idea of seeing women strip in public and unabashedly show their goods is so hot. I will admit that I also loved the idea of the freedom of letting my cock be viewed in public. So it’s no surprise that I enjoyed my first nude beach with my dick free and taking in the views of some uninhibited women.
**************My surprise was that the part I enjoyed most was my wife being so exposed. Her being topless in public was surreal, but when she slid off the bottoms…. I don’t have words to describe my feelings. It was so erotic to watch other men get clear views of her pussy. Yes, watching her nipples in the sunlight was great…but her pussy being exposed for all those men….OMG!*********
My questions:
1) Why did I enjoy my modest wife showing the goods to other men?
2) Why is her exposed pussy so over the top hot compared to topless (she had never been topless before and it’s taboo in our society as well)?
3) Does excitement from her exposing herself mean I subconsciously want others to fuck her? (I’ve fantasized/masturbated to the thought of her coming during a massage that turns erotic with a male masseuse…but never fantasize about someone else fucking her)
4) Sadly….am I just enjoying her do something taboo as “revenge” for her calling me perverted for requests in the past?
I would appreciate sorting out these things.
