I'm A Girl Who Likes Girls

Yes, I am a girl who likes girls.

No, I have never been in a relationship with a girl before.

I haven't been in a relationship full-stop.

You can ask, well how do you know you like girls then? Then I'll ask, how do you know you like guys?
I've never been kissed and I've never even held a girls hand.
I dream a lot about what it would be like to have a special someone in my life and then look at the world I live in and realise what I dream about can probably never be found in reality.
I fall for straight girls all the time and know a lot about unrequited love.
If you want the definition of a HOPELESS romantic, I AM IT.

Anyway, long story short...I believe I'll most likely be single for the rest of my life...due to various reasons.

One step in front of the other as they say...

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abstractmuse90 · 31-35, F

I fall for straight girls, though i'm sure some of them are a bit bi-curious just from the vybe i pick up from them. I have kissed a few guys and two of them i kind of liked. Though when i think about kissing a girl, it gives me chills, it makes me feel all warm inside and really calm.

I am a bit of a hopeless romantic, though i learn to temper it a bit, because i can be a fire cracker on the inside, spewing hot lava when i feel too vulnerable.

With a woman, i imagine a certain amount of passion, because i feel like she would balance me in a way that a guy would make me feel passive aggressive.

sleepyhead · 46-50, M

This is nice.

abstractmuse90 · 31-35, F

I'm not going after guys

sleepyhead · 46-50, M

@abstractmuse90: ? Yeah, I kinda got that from what you wrote. I was just saying it's a nicely written comment.

abstractmuse90 · 31-35, F

Oh, I didn't pick up on that.

sleepyhead · 46-50, M

@abstractmuse90: you didn't pick up that I thought it was nice after my three word comment "This is nice"?

abstractmuse90 · 31-35, F

I guess because it was such a short comment that I thought it meant something different.

sleepyhead · 46-50, M

@abstractmuse90: Fair enough.

abstractmuse90 · 31-35, F

Sometimes I read passive aggressively, depending on my mood. My imagination can really take me to wacky places lol

sleepyhead · 46-50, M

@abstractmuse90: Ok. Well I just read your comment and thought it sounded nice. I didn't mean anything else by it. I'm not cracking on to you lol

abstractmuse90 · 31-35, F

That was just how i took it at that time, and i was in a certain mood, so whenever i am in a certain mood, i interpret more aggressively. But now that i see it, i see that it is well intentioned.

abstractmuse90 · 31-35, F

and sometimes i have moments of bipolar highs and lows

sleepyhead · 46-50, M

@abstractmuse90: Ok fair enough.

abstractmuse90 · 31-35, F

Thank you.

sleepyhead · 46-50, M

@abstractmuse90: You're welcome. Bipolar is tricky to keep under control so it's fine, don't worry about it.