I forgot what it’s like to have a crush

I’ve moved to a whole new city it’s also refreshing going to a place no one knows you but it’s also scary . I haven’t dated in awhile and part of it is refreshing but part of me forgot what it’s like to have a deep crush since it’s been awhile . I miss getting butterflies over a girl . I miss going on cute dates . I went on a date the other day and honestly i had to do all the talking it was exhausting I want someone who will wanna get to know me also . I wanna date a girl who wants to write poetry about me . I want a girl who gets excited to see me . I want a lot but I just want someone romantic , I want someone to be obsessed with me in a healthy way. I think for now I’m focusing just on money and friendships