the only hope I have left is that she just needs space...
We've been at odds with each other.
Ever since these other people started messing with her and the only thing I have to cling to hope is that she has a different sense of justice than most everyone else I know in that she never seems to permanently cut people off.
but we've been fighting. She's needed more from me than usual and I've tried but I've been unable to keep up and I'm starting to get upset with myself for it but she's senses the anger and thinks Its me lashing out at her But to be honest I'm sensitive myself about this stuff llike I've been given lots to watch by her to passs the days as I save up so Ican get cloer to her.
but things never come together quickly for me there's just been a dream and I have to work towards it.
things beyond my control have rendered her so vulrenable and it's like even my guilty conscious is coming across as lashing out...
I don't know what to do.... No ones ever meant this much to me.
Ever since these other people started messing with her and the only thing I have to cling to hope is that she has a different sense of justice than most everyone else I know in that she never seems to permanently cut people off.
but we've been fighting. She's needed more from me than usual and I've tried but I've been unable to keep up and I'm starting to get upset with myself for it but she's senses the anger and thinks Its me lashing out at her But to be honest I'm sensitive myself about this stuff llike I've been given lots to watch by her to passs the days as I save up so Ican get cloer to her.
but things never come together quickly for me there's just been a dream and I have to work towards it.
things beyond my control have rendered her so vulrenable and it's like even my guilty conscious is coming across as lashing out...
I don't know what to do.... No ones ever meant this much to me.
