I don't want another rollercoaster ride (rant/story)
There's a guy I really want (possibly, I'm physically attracted to him). I tried to ignore him because I don't like the way he tries to get everything he wants and leaves me on "seen" or "read" time to time. I never showed him I hated it, but I clear told him about that and set my boundaries. However he keeps messaging and following me whenever I try to retrieve my sanity. But at times, he don't message me for a whole day or doesn't answer my questions. (Note: I never spam messages him)
I know maybe there's a lot going on with his life and he is busy, but I know for sure that it is not a reason for him to ignore me for 24hrs+ when he clearly told me he like me and wanted me. But why it feels like I am always waiting for him? The truth is—[b]he's not just into me[/b]. Is he interested? Yes he is. Does he like me? Yes, I can tell. Is he willing to pursue me? Absolutely not.
I'm not mad if he feels like I'm not worth pursuing for, or if he not just ready. I know he could be talking to pther girls and that's okay. I this the only thing I don't like is when he claims that I am his, and I'm liking it. I date a few guys and I know this rollercoaster ride all too well. May he find himself and may I find my happiness.
I tried to deactivate all my social media before to clear my my from stuffs but he pursued me not to. So I activated it just because he wants to. Today, I'm deactivating everything BECAUSE I WANT TO. And I will not activating it as long as I WANT TO.
I know maybe there's a lot going on with his life and he is busy, but I know for sure that it is not a reason for him to ignore me for 24hrs+ when he clearly told me he like me and wanted me. But why it feels like I am always waiting for him? The truth is—[b]he's not just into me[/b]. Is he interested? Yes he is. Does he like me? Yes, I can tell. Is he willing to pursue me? Absolutely not.
I'm not mad if he feels like I'm not worth pursuing for, or if he not just ready. I know he could be talking to pther girls and that's okay. I this the only thing I don't like is when he claims that I am his, and I'm liking it. I date a few guys and I know this rollercoaster ride all too well. May he find himself and may I find my happiness.
I tried to deactivate all my social media before to clear my my from stuffs but he pursued me not to. So I activated it just because he wants to. Today, I'm deactivating everything BECAUSE I WANT TO. And I will not activating it as long as I WANT TO.
