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I Am An Atheist

I bet there are plenty of stories here about this kind of thing, but I thought I'd give my story to it. It's kind of a boring ending, but anyways...

I grew up in a moderately religious home. It's strange and almost beautiful because they were on opposite sides on pretty much everything, political, social, etc. and yet they were able to make it work mostly. Obviously I was a Christian most of my life, but they were never too pushy. They didn't talk about religion too much and let me be in the general sense. They were lenient when it came to parenting, so I suppose that answers it.

So yeah, I was a Christian at this stage, and originally a very hard-hitting conservative one. I asserted that I knew God existed (couldn't give any evidence, of course, but that didn't stop me) and when I met someone who wasn't Christian it was almost like I was shocked.

I grew a lot more left-wing about it when I started to "mature in the faith" I suppose a Christian might say. I believed in a secular political and otherwise social-economical system, and I started to realize that there was scripture, but there was also real-time issues going on with tolerance and other matters.

I grew some close friends that shared my faith and all was well. I went to Youth Group, participated actively in Church, and was quite into saying "Sunday best." Until I realized that the Christian religion (and later down the line a lot of other religions) were complete BS.

I started analyzing scripture, and looked up contradictions, surveys of how many people actually saw an afterlife (and why it wasn't some supernatural force), etc. and I came to the conclusion that it didn't hold up to scrutiny at all. And honestly, it was both frightening (for a short period of time, as in minute) and liberating. Having to spend the majority of my life giving thanks to someone I never actually saw, appreciating someone who did nothing for me, worshiping someone that didn't exist, I was glad to realize that it was all bullshit. Don't get me wrong, I'd be fine following and worshiping a deity, if one would present itself - but it always felt lonely. I had realized what it was like to be able to think for myself instead of being told what to think by some celestial puppetmaster.

So here I am, still atheist, still left-wing, and still waiting for some goddamn evidence. Haven't found any so far.

Thanks for taking the time to read this. Again, there's probably hundreds just like this, but I thought I might as well.
SoFine · 46-50, F
Yet, our bright minds, have debate if we live in a simulation, if we live in a simulation, then their has to be a creator of the simulation and all the multi-verse universes that are around.

The force of gravity holds big mass like stars/planets together.
The force does not hold all the minute particles, they have other rules that govern them.

So their is much yet to discover, one may hold a theory for now, then fifty years later another one will replace.

No one knows for sure ......

Yes, your parents did and do what they believe for them. Many old folks are supported by charity and church friends, they live longer happy lives.

You will perceive and believe for you. Not each one of us has exactly the same happenings.
We each work out life, in our own way.

But do notice, that the church used to be the one dishing out "FEAR"

Now fear is dished out by so called higher minds.

We fear
Famine
Sea Level
White Men
Fake News
Plastic
Pollution
Each other

Know that you can't make someone else wrong and you RIGHT for how they think. Yes, get upset by some people behaviour, as that is the only measure.

I myself don't follow a religion, I do follow a spiritual life. I sit between the two.


As this quote goes:
I know that I am intelligent, because I know that I know nothing.
Socrates (469 - 399 BC)

Every man takes the limits of his own field of vision, for the limits of the world. Arthur Schopenhauer
Animore · 26-30, M
First of all, I am not trying to claim that religion is completely false out of egocentrism. I wouldn't claim something because I think I'm better than someone else for believing this way. I'm really not. I think there's genuine reason to say that it's a sham. I love my parents. I wish no ill intentions upon them, and I am not saying that I am somehow better than someone for having a different worldview.

I've had a debate with myself for a while now, whether such a claim is justified. I've come to the conclusion (not certainty, at all, but a conclusion which I'd say has a pretty good probability) that theism (and not deism) is false. Wouldn't you agree that lack of evidence can work as evidence of lack if there is no evidence where it should be? If someone said it rained five minutes ago, and there's no rain on the street, one could probably conclude (with not full certainty but with high probability) that it didn't rain.

I apologize if this sounds oddly worded, am a bit tired.
GeniUs · 56-60, M
You clocked it way earlier than I did, one day I woke up and it just didn't make sense anymore. The Bible in particularly (although somebody on here told me I simply didn't understand it, which once again doesn't make sense) just so full of rubbish, I can accept people have faith that they believe in a supreme being but the Bible just takes away from it all. Anyway you're not alone my religious story was very similar.
Merinder · 56-60, M
I like "celestial puppetmaster". And welcome to the growing population of the secular.
Animore · 26-30, M
Funny joke. Great humor. Comedian in the works. Great meme.

 
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