In all my years of questioning religion and the morality of god I’ve come to terms with being an atheist [I Atheist]

God exists, but any experience one would have is very subtle. Plus, the bible doesn't explain God, there is a very, very small fraction of information in the bible actually. You'd learn more about God, ghosts, the afterlife and anything to do with the spirit world better from my book titled "Everything you don't believe, is real"