I like to lay in the dark under a blanket

When the sun goes down. I can be there with my thoughts and it's quiet enough that they become clear. It feels very peaceful and I like to think that ultimately this is what death will be. A quiet awareness that is as clear and content as it is dark. I used to hate the dark as a child ,I used to hate bedtime and knowing I would have to sit through that loneliness until I was not aware of being alone anymore . I don't know what changed ,but I remember that feeling as well as what I feel now