When I was 18 I remember bringing back home some heroine I tried down in the desert during my whole living in the wilderness scene

I was so lost coming back home after my big dream of reaching enlightenment and learning how to heal people. I had a secret I never hung out with anyone when I got back or told anyone anything I just did heroin for a wicked amount of times (taking showers was the best, or after showers) HAHA[media=https://youtu.be/mFWf4Tb5m6Y]