I realised how i, the last years, have shrunk myself and my art to fit my surroundings in province...

I think living on this beautiful island, where I had the chance to heal my depressive self, has, apart from its benefits, left some other marks on me. Yes! i believe i made myself smaller in order to fit my surroundings. I see it now because i see how i am not challenging myself enough in creating my art.. I mean i once believed in art and was after renovations, exploring art, being it an exciting thing for me... But lately guess what...i find myself painting mediocre stuff, because to whom am i interacting with, these seem good enough... I need to look at this!