It's Tough Shit To Deal With
There's a lot of shit in my life. Reading some of my shit you'll understand a bit more about me.
Since being forced into prostitution and all the crap that that has entailed - substance use, beatings, rape - and living in the brothel that I used to work, I had no 'normal' clothes.
Everything that I owned was shit made to show off my legs and breasts - low tops, short skirts, thigh high boots and all that shit. Same with makeup and jewellery. More is more, right? That was beaten into me. Look presentable at all times. Around 12 years of that shit.
I'm with this cool bitch and, although she hooks as well, she tries to lead a normal, everyday life outside of hooking. Dressing down and all that shit.
I struggle with this. Really fuckin' do. It's a tough mindset to deal with. I'm not sure what normal is anymore.
One of many little problems that I have to deal with.
Since being forced into prostitution and all the crap that that has entailed - substance use, beatings, rape - and living in the brothel that I used to work, I had no 'normal' clothes.
Everything that I owned was shit made to show off my legs and breasts - low tops, short skirts, thigh high boots and all that shit. Same with makeup and jewellery. More is more, right? That was beaten into me. Look presentable at all times. Around 12 years of that shit.
I'm with this cool bitch and, although she hooks as well, she tries to lead a normal, everyday life outside of hooking. Dressing down and all that shit.
I struggle with this. Really fuckin' do. It's a tough mindset to deal with. I'm not sure what normal is anymore.
One of many little problems that I have to deal with.
22-25, F
