I’m sorry that I respect all life. I’m sorry I’m not more selfish and careless. I’m sorry I paid attention, listened and didn’t ask for anything.

I’m sorry I loved.
I’m sorry I lost.
It must be my fault somehow.
To have hoped that I deserved love.
I’m sorry I exist.
I’m sorry for my son to have a mom who couldn’t make one good friend after the life she built crumbled. After death, loneliness, betrayal and manipulation finally ruined her heart.
I’m sorry I won’t die so you’ll all be free of me.

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TallMtnMedic · M

Its good to vent like this, but dont be sorry bc others are too stupid to really see you.

SW-User

When you get past all the hurt and anger, I hope you pick yourself up and just begin to be a better you for yourself and your son.
We don't always get what we want right when we want it. Just hang in there.
Love and friendship take time... not your time... it's own sweet time.

BrokenAbyss

@SW-User it’s been many years of parenting on my own and watching my own parents die. Time is not sweet.

SW-User

@BrokenAbyss
I get it. I've also been a single mom.
My parents have been gone a LONG time. I miss my mom because she was a friend as well as a parent... and so much more.
I was trying to get the point across that things happen when they happen... we just need to deal with that.
I hope you find what you need.... maybe just be the best mom/son team you can be until the right people come along.

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