I feel more confident regarding receiving the scholarship for the qigong

every time I read their mail about it, I am filled with excitement.

Perhaps I get it, perhaps I won't who knows!

I remember moments of receiving achievements in life, it feels so good always, a light breeze, the air is lighter and it feels like you are lifted upwards...

It is a good feeling to feel, even without any achievement, just trusting in life and feeling achieved already :)