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LOST IN MY OWN WORLD NOT KNOWING IF I AM STRAIGHT OR TRANSGENDER
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Hi, My story is a bit unbelievable but true. When I was at school, we used to sneak of at dinner times and go down the local park and woods in Batley, Yorkshire so we could smoke and mess around with girls from the girls school. One day I went down with a friend from my same class. when we got to the park, he suggested going through the wooded part of the park. When we got into the wood he suddenly turned and pulled me towards him by my hips and kissed me pushing his tongue into my mouth, I was so shocked and aroused, I don't know why I responded. I was led by the hand to a shelter, getting me to masturbate him, then dropped his trousers and instructed me on orally bringing him off. The next morning he suggested we go again, and I did. This time it was straight to the shelter and down to the business of aural sex by me again. About half way through two men walked up to the shelter with a camera,saying they had taken photo's, if we did not do what they wanted,they would distribute them to other school friends within the park.(Later finding that my school friend had groomed me quickly for his pimp) I was told to inform my parents that I had a Saturday job, packing goods, given a telephone number for them to ring, which they did. to which my parents were impressed I was going to earn my own spending money.
The following Saturday I was picked up from home by car and taken to a house, made to strip and have a shower and clean my teeth. Then made to dress in a Red Baby Doll nightdress and red lipstick. Instructed to meet the client in the living room, take them to the bathroom, wash them, and take them to the bedroom for a blow job. They were not allowed to do anything else except a couple of regulars payed extra for me to allow them to rim my sphincter. At the end of the days work we were usually both put on a bed and performed 69 and two of the punters allowed to use a surgical glove and lube to excite our prostate to cum heavily. Each week we were taken to a different house, and after I got to know the punters, I dressed up in what they wanted. From nappies to schoolgirl outfit and beyond.
Why did my pimp not allow me to have anal sex, He said that was against his ethics, until I became legally of age, when, if I wanted we could make a lot of money with punters bidding to take my virginity.
Why did I not do anything about it. I enjoyed it.
Unfortunately, or, fortunately I never got to lose my virginity as at 15 I was sent into the Armed Forces as a boy entrant.
My anal virginity was lost at a Rugby Club on camp, I can remember nothing as I was fed a Date Rape drug, When I came round with a raging headache I found two women's towels stuffed up my arse, the string having cut my sphincter.
After that, I had a few relationships with men, but then went through a phase where I felt I was just a sexual relief for my men friends.
Since that first few weeks of being pimped, I have always wanted to be Female,
but after getting married in the early 80's to a wife 9 years older than me, I have refrained from trying to go transgender until 3 years ago when I started buying HRT and siterone tablets from a medical company in New Zealand.I now have a small bust and I am told large nipples that are very sensitive. I do not wish to be unfaithful to my wife, but I am frustrated as we no longer have sex. My testese and penis have shrunk and I no longer get a hard on. so what now ? I feel I need to talk to someone.
The following Saturday I was picked up from home by car and taken to a house, made to strip and have a shower and clean my teeth. Then made to dress in a Red Baby Doll nightdress and red lipstick. Instructed to meet the client in the living room, take them to the bathroom, wash them, and take them to the bedroom for a blow job. They were not allowed to do anything else except a couple of regulars payed extra for me to allow them to rim my sphincter. At the end of the days work we were usually both put on a bed and performed 69 and two of the punters allowed to use a surgical glove and lube to excite our prostate to cum heavily. Each week we were taken to a different house, and after I got to know the punters, I dressed up in what they wanted. From nappies to schoolgirl outfit and beyond.
Why did my pimp not allow me to have anal sex, He said that was against his ethics, until I became legally of age, when, if I wanted we could make a lot of money with punters bidding to take my virginity.
Why did I not do anything about it. I enjoyed it.
Unfortunately, or, fortunately I never got to lose my virginity as at 15 I was sent into the Armed Forces as a boy entrant.
My anal virginity was lost at a Rugby Club on camp, I can remember nothing as I was fed a Date Rape drug, When I came round with a raging headache I found two women's towels stuffed up my arse, the string having cut my sphincter.
After that, I had a few relationships with men, but then went through a phase where I felt I was just a sexual relief for my men friends.
Since that first few weeks of being pimped, I have always wanted to be Female,
but after getting married in the early 80's to a wife 9 years older than me, I have refrained from trying to go transgender until 3 years ago when I started buying HRT and siterone tablets from a medical company in New Zealand.I now have a small bust and I am told large nipples that are very sensitive. I do not wish to be unfaithful to my wife, but I am frustrated as we no longer have sex. My testese and penis have shrunk and I no longer get a hard on. so what now ? I feel I need to talk to someone.