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36-40, F
I CRAVE DEATH AND THE ABILITY TO CASTRATE PEOPLE!!!
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I have a fascination about death and the workings of the human mind.
Failing that, I am genuinely a non-judgmental person who is willing to help others out whenever they need it.
NO I DO NOT HAVE KIK, SKYPE, WHATS APP, INSTAGRAM, TWITTER, A CAMERA FOR PHOTOS ETC. IT IS JUST THIS SITE FOR PERSONAL REASONS AND UNLESS YOU CAN ADD IDEAS FOR CASTRATION METHODS I DO NOT WANT TO KNOW ABOUT YOUR BODY OR ANYONE ELSE'S AND I DO NOT WANT TO BE INVOLVE WITH 'SEXY TALK'. I AM A HUMAN BEING NOT A SEX TOY!!!!!
I enjoy spending a lot of time on SW and watching youtube videos, basically just documentaries on human experimentation, different cults around the world, mass murderers, and other death based videos and music videos. I wouldn't even say it's enjoyment exactly, more like a way to fill in time until I die.
I need sleep but I feel restless, I need food by I’m not hungry, I want to draw but I don’t want to move, I want to watch something but I don’t want to concentrate on anything, my head hurts with sound and light but silence makes it worse, I want a hug but don’t want to be near anyone, I want to scream but I can’t get any sound out. I want something and I want nothing.
I rarely sleep well so when I do it’s because I’ve passed out, hoping not to wake up again, at the very least hoping that I won’t have nightmares. Every time I close my eyes all I can see is me holding a gun to my head and pulling the trigger, feeling the cold steel against my temple, hearing the sudden bang and low crack as it pierces my skull, then, just as suddenly, nothing. No sounds, no pain, only seeing my dead, blood soaked body lying there in the darkness, lifeless, finally at peace.
It’s at that moment, after that brief time of closing my eyes, for no longer than a second or two, that my eyes open again and everything rushes back to me, every sense, every feeling, only more amplified than before as I realise it hasn’t, and probably won’t, happen.
Failing that, I am genuinely a non-judgmental person who is willing to help others out whenever they need it.
NO I DO NOT HAVE KIK, SKYPE, WHATS APP, INSTAGRAM, TWITTER, A CAMERA FOR PHOTOS ETC. IT IS JUST THIS SITE FOR PERSONAL REASONS AND UNLESS YOU CAN ADD IDEAS FOR CASTRATION METHODS I DO NOT WANT TO KNOW ABOUT YOUR BODY OR ANYONE ELSE'S AND I DO NOT WANT TO BE INVOLVE WITH 'SEXY TALK'. I AM A HUMAN BEING NOT A SEX TOY!!!!!
I enjoy spending a lot of time on SW and watching youtube videos, basically just documentaries on human experimentation, different cults around the world, mass murderers, and other death based videos and music videos. I wouldn't even say it's enjoyment exactly, more like a way to fill in time until I die.
I need sleep but I feel restless, I need food by I’m not hungry, I want to draw but I don’t want to move, I want to watch something but I don’t want to concentrate on anything, my head hurts with sound and light but silence makes it worse, I want a hug but don’t want to be near anyone, I want to scream but I can’t get any sound out. I want something and I want nothing.
I rarely sleep well so when I do it’s because I’ve passed out, hoping not to wake up again, at the very least hoping that I won’t have nightmares. Every time I close my eyes all I can see is me holding a gun to my head and pulling the trigger, feeling the cold steel against my temple, hearing the sudden bang and low crack as it pierces my skull, then, just as suddenly, nothing. No sounds, no pain, only seeing my dead, blood soaked body lying there in the darkness, lifeless, finally at peace.
It’s at that moment, after that brief time of closing my eyes, for no longer than a second or two, that my eyes open again and everything rushes back to me, every sense, every feeling, only more amplified than before as I realise it hasn’t, and probably won’t, happen.