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22-25, F
On here I'm a whore - I fantasize about being treated as one and get off on comments calling me one
About Me About Me
My friends at college and church and myself are all very conservative and never wear anything revealing at all. They make comments about other girls sometimes and what they wear flaunting their bodies for all to see and I join in with them sometimes, but secretly I get so so jealous of them and the attention they get! Every time I find myself describing another girl as slutty or one of my friends calling someone a bitch I find myself aching inside to know how it feels to be her rather than the good girl! Sometimes I overhear other guys talking about them in crude or demeaning terms like there is one girl who is always wearing low cut tops and showing cleavage and the guys talk about her breasts so much some of them even they even call her 'tits' as a nickname. I wish to be talked about like that so much!!
The ironic thing is that my chest is larger than all of them and yet I get very little attention because I disguise them all the time! Nobody else in my family has them for some reason, my mother and both my sisters are quite small and I used to be small too until a few years ago when they became so much larger. But by then I was already the good girl with conservative friends and none of them would understand if I suddenly started showing off!
When I first got larger I would pose in front of the mirror in my underwear, looking like the women I see in magazines, wondering how it would feel to be photographed and looked at by thousands of guys. I bought this bikini that is quite revealing, nobody even knows I have it. I felt so embarrassed even going into the shop buying it in case someone I knew saw me. It's not tiny or anything like that, it's just a regular bikini really but I bought that one because when I was trying them on it just showed so much cleavage and I liked seeing myself looking like that! I like to wear it when nobody is home, posing in it and taking pictures of myself in it pretending I am a bikini model. I like to wear it in the bath feeling the water and imagining I am in the pool or the sea with loads of other people around. I constantly fantasize about wearing it on the beach and people looking at me the way they do those other girls. I fantasize about having the pictures posted and reading the comments from people talking about me the way they do those other girls!!
I fantasize about a dominant guy. I might be shy, but I find it so hard to say no, maybe I am just too eager to please. And ... I can't believe I am typing this ... so embarrassing *sigh* but I wish for him to turn me into a little tease. I wish to be told which groups to post myself in, ones to do with showing my body, etc, talking about my body, asking guys what they think of my bikini. I wish for him to tell me things to say that he specifically knows are designed to tease other guys. I love to read comments on my pictures and on the stories I have posted, I especially like people replying to other people's comments like they are talking about me as if I am not there. Embarrassingly I badly crave comments describing me as a slut or calling me a good little slut or anything like that! If you like my pictures, please would you post things like that on them for me? Don't ask me why because I don't understand it, but it makes me feel so good, makes feel desperate to please and to do what I am told.
The ironic thing is that my chest is larger than all of them and yet I get very little attention because I disguise them all the time! Nobody else in my family has them for some reason, my mother and both my sisters are quite small and I used to be small too until a few years ago when they became so much larger. But by then I was already the good girl with conservative friends and none of them would understand if I suddenly started showing off!
When I first got larger I would pose in front of the mirror in my underwear, looking like the women I see in magazines, wondering how it would feel to be photographed and looked at by thousands of guys. I bought this bikini that is quite revealing, nobody even knows I have it. I felt so embarrassed even going into the shop buying it in case someone I knew saw me. It's not tiny or anything like that, it's just a regular bikini really but I bought that one because when I was trying them on it just showed so much cleavage and I liked seeing myself looking like that! I like to wear it when nobody is home, posing in it and taking pictures of myself in it pretending I am a bikini model. I like to wear it in the bath feeling the water and imagining I am in the pool or the sea with loads of other people around. I constantly fantasize about wearing it on the beach and people looking at me the way they do those other girls. I fantasize about having the pictures posted and reading the comments from people talking about me the way they do those other girls!!
I fantasize about a dominant guy. I might be shy, but I find it so hard to say no, maybe I am just too eager to please. And ... I can't believe I am typing this ... so embarrassing *sigh* but I wish for him to turn me into a little tease. I wish to be told which groups to post myself in, ones to do with showing my body, etc, talking about my body, asking guys what they think of my bikini. I wish for him to tell me things to say that he specifically knows are designed to tease other guys. I love to read comments on my pictures and on the stories I have posted, I especially like people replying to other people's comments like they are talking about me as if I am not there. Embarrassingly I badly crave comments describing me as a slut or calling me a good little slut or anything like that! If you like my pictures, please would you post things like that on them for me? Don't ask me why because I don't understand it, but it makes me feel so good, makes feel desperate to please and to do what I am told.