PoisonGirrrl

I missed The Experience Project and I am back...
Depression never leaves me, I need to vent.
I need to find people with similar thoughts, have deep conversations...
Try to help people in need and also try to help myself.

Please send messages with more content than just: "Hello", "Hi"... "How are you?" I'm going to stop replying them. I have a profile with info, if you are interested in engaging in a deeper conversation.


Copying my old post and adapting... until I update my info.


I Am Sick and Tired of Being Sick and Tired
Posted: September 22, 2013 02:28
Yes, I Am Sick, Tired, Depressed, Bored, Alone, Awful... And So On...... I'm tired of being tired...
I'm tired of breathing...
I'm tired of waking up...
I'm tired of looking at the mirror...
I'm tired of wanting things...
I'm tired of people...
I'm tired of waiting to see where my life is going...
I'm tired of talking to people when they don't care about me...
I'm tired of expecting things from people...
I'm tired of dreaming...
I'm tired of losing hope in my dreams and still keep dreaming...
I'm tired of people's shallow thoughts...
I'm tired of being so clueless...
I'm tired of feeling...
I'm tired of seeing too much where I shouldn't...
I'm tired of my thoughts...
I'm tired of running after people...
I'm tired of talking to myself...
I'm tired of being alone and not being able to accept it 100%...
I'm tired of feeling pain...
I'm tired of seeking for answers for too many "non-answerable" questions...
I'm tired of being depressive all the time...
I'm tired of seeing no future for me...
I'm tired because I don't have anyone to count on...
I'm tired because my brain seems to be destructing itself and my body together...
I'm tired because I can't move on and I'm stuck in my past...
I'm tired because I can't understand myself...
I'm tired because I can't express my thoughts properly...
I'm tired because no one understands me...
I'm tired because no one wants to (at least try) understand me...
I'm tired because no one cares about me...
I'm tired because I'm a loser...
I'm tired because I can't like myself...
I'm tired because I destroy every relationship I have...
I'm tired because I can't deal with my destructive behavior...
I'm tired because I know I can't put everything I feel in words...
I'm tired because, if someone loses his/her time reading this post, this person will be tired, for sure...