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"When was the last time I felt like this? Dark desire and tainted bliss?"- Sleep Token
About Me Notes
About Me
Crash Course: Me101

"Why are you never real?
Whenever you appear
You leave me with that grace
I am trembling with fear
But I know that you will disappear
Just as I awake"

"Why are you never real?
The shifting states you follow me through...
Unrevealed.
Just let me go or take me with you.
The Apparition- Sleep Token



Yes! I used to be the one and only...
-SaccharinCyanide
-JadedJekyll
-MemoirsOfTheDamned



I'm not intended for the easily offended. I'll be respectful when interacting, and keep an open mind while debating, but I will not feed sugar coated and scripted lines to spare your feelings nor will I back down in the face of blatant disrespect. Don't even throw the first punch if you're rocking a glass jaw, my dear.



While my past may be a traumatic novel, it has already been published and remains unchangeable. Rather than waste time reading over what I already know, why not look at the book of blank pages known as my future that I can shape the way the story goes from here? You will not know the book if you never open the cover and see what is scrawled among the pages within.


You can most often find me under a rock either reading, writing or drawing. I've got ink in my veins and dark melodies on my mind.


Do not mistake my kindness for weakness. I'll always be here to spread positive vibes, lend an ear or give advice, but I will unpleasantly surprise you if you push me enough.



I'm diagnosed with:

-Schizoaffective Disorder
-Borderline Personality Disorder
-Panic Disorder
-PTSD
-Dissociative Identity Disorder
-Agoraphobia

I include this because anyone who intends on getting to know me has a right to know. If you're not equipped to handle the unhinged that comes with me, don't let anything start. And if you're going to be one of the countless who provoke my mental illnesses through manipulation or pushing buttons/triggers you KNOW will force an uncontrollable reaction then turn around and blame me/guilt me? Keep your distance because you have no place in my future.


Anything else? Or have I annoyed you with a long ass introduction yet?


Just talk to me. I don't bite....Usually ;)