PastorJason

I am here to explore a part of my life that I must keep secret. My wife Laurie is having an affair. We really love each other and when I first confronted her she repented and went to tell the guy that she had sinned and would not see him again. He did not take that well and became sexually violent and deviant. He confronted me to make sure I understood he would continue to see my wife. I often live in fear and dread but there is a dark part to me that enjoy what is happening. I wish it were not so.