Paigereanna

Before I start this off I want readers that are men over the age of 35 to know that I am NOT interested and you WILL be blocked if you try to interact with me. Now that that's out of the way, let's continue shall we? I'm a little out there and my description of myself might seem a little cliché or cheesy at some points but I promise that despite my nurturing and overly affectionate nature I also have an attitude problem. I also swear like a sailor or trucker (or do they swear like me? 😘 clearly I can also be a bit of a brat). Anyways so to begin with my possibly cringey self-proclamation, I'm a dreamer at all hours of the day, I have a poetic heart, am young at heart and use it way more than my head (much to my parents dismay but I digress), I have the madness of a genius and am definitely intelligent (and perceptive, attuned and sounding full of myself) but I can be real stupid. I have a lot of mental health issues so if you messaged me before I changed my profile please just pretend you didn't see my old one because it's super embarrassing and I made it when I was having my first, as I found out later in life, manic episode. So yeah - moving on.. If anyone cares to know what diagnoses I have then I guess I could potentially share some of those (but I do try to not make my mental illnesses my sense of identity - which I've done in the past) but it would only be with people I'd be developing a connection with. I'm not currently really looking for a relationship because I'm too unstable for that right now and am trying to heal myself because I'm still in the midst of all the emotions (etc.) that come along with heartbreak so long story short I'm not ready to date anybody (that's not to say I wouldn't be open to the idea ever again but probably not anytime soon). Anyways I feel like this is long but I didn't finish telling strangers about myself on the internet lol. I can be very shy, I'm an animal lover and have a witchy/spiritual side, I'm obsessive and definitely an overthinker, and I worry a lot but hey - when I care about someone I care deeply which I don't think is necessarily a bad thing (at least not all the time anyways). I also can be very sensitive and truly am a child at heart (not to get too personal here but I'm a little if anyone cares to know), I love writing especially on paper with black pen, I have an insatiable curiosity and am a girl of general intrigue, I'm obsessed with the lead singer of the band Matianas Trench,I try to be funny but whether I am or not is a matter of opinion, I try to be open-minded but can be stubborn as hell (also I can be pretty bitchy ocassionally - am I allowed to swear in my description? If not whoops but oh well), and really I'm a lost soul trying to figure out who she is, what she should do with her life and how to move on from a lot of pain. I try to not let pain get the best of me but I'm only human. I can't say I'm an overly positive person but in my opinion it's for good reason. You'd understand better if you look into 'toxic positivity' and also just know that I like to keep it real. I value honesty and loyalty, I'm a feminist and humanitarian (I also am very passionate about advocating for men especially when it comes to abuse and suicide), I'm 22 years old (which I probably should've mentioned near the beginning), I'm a perfectionist so I dwell sometimes but try my best in life to better myself and I'm trying just like everybody else. We're all really just souls living a human experience, trying to be happy and the best we can with what we have. I'm trying to love myself for who I am (even if I'm disorganized, messy, scarred, a little chubby, neurotic and quirky). You should too ❤ Authenticity, vulnerability and self care is sexy