Nicco

Why do I like smoking?
From a young age it attracted me, while no one in my family smoked. I lit my first cigarette on a Wednesday afternoon, brand Gladstone mild, I was 10 years old. Then I smoked a cigarette every now and then (once every 3 months?). I didn't smoke over the lungs then.
In high school, I was 12 years old, I bought my first pack of cigarettes. I remember on a Monday. And from that day on I smoked 3 to 4 cigarettes a day and ... over the lungs.
Returning to the first question, why do I like smoking?
As I got older, I naturally smoked more. After my 16th birthday I discovered that smoking 'excites' me. I regularly got an erection when I lit a cigarette. And here is the reason why I like smoking. It is a fetish.
What does that mean:
For example, if I watch women smoking on YouTube (Smoking Beauties and other channels), I get aroused and come. But I can also come if I light up a cigarette in front of the mirror.
So the answer to the question is:
I get sexually aroused by smoking.