31-35, F
I'm on here to VENT not date so please stop.
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Magicalky · 31-35, F
VALENTINES
I should have known that he would ignore me. But them? All of them? I can't even get on cam. I'm so disappointed. The one guy who sent 20 for vday gift expects a prem. Didn't know that was going to be the deal. Should have just said no thank you. But I'm never "the one".
I just don't understand why anyone would do this to me. Why anyone would bother, at all. I want to quit everything. Camming, being a mother, being around people. I want to quit but my pride. It's wearing down, though. Im starting to not care about anything anymore.
Im not being nice to anyone anymore after this day.
I should have known that he would ignore me. But them? All of them? I can't even get on cam. I'm so disappointed. The one guy who sent 20 for vday gift expects a prem. Didn't know that was going to be the deal. Should have just said no thank you. But I'm never "the one".
I just don't understand why anyone would do this to me. Why anyone would bother, at all. I want to quit everything. Camming, being a mother, being around people. I want to quit but my pride. It's wearing down, though. Im starting to not care about anything anymore.
Im not being nice to anyone anymore after this day.
Magicalky · 31-35, F
I'm suffocating in my own feelings
Angry as fck.
I have to be a mother somehow
By myself
I never thought this would happen to me
I dont know why he did this to me
When he could have simply just left me alone
Why didnt he just leave me alone?
I been asking myself this every day the whole entire pregnancy
I'll never trust anyone ever again
Angry as fck.
I have to be a mother somehow
By myself
I never thought this would happen to me
I dont know why he did this to me
When he could have simply just left me alone
Why didnt he just leave me alone?
I been asking myself this every day the whole entire pregnancy
I'll never trust anyone ever again
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Magicalky · 31-35, F
If I hadn't have known my old best friend (who passed in 2015) i would have truly thought everyone was evil.
My daughter loves me and i know i don't deserve it. Because when she grows up she will realize how annoying and stupid i really am. Like everyone else does.
Ive been played all my life. I think I've had enough, now. I'm embarrassed and hurt. I think I'm done now.
I just don't want to feel like this ever again. I'll be ok. This is how it's supposed to be.
People don't care, anymore. At least, about me. Never did.
I'm not one of the many lucky people who have that. I guess i should be grateful that i even had a baby.
Without the man trying to take the baby from me.
Idk why I'm even writing this. I guess, just to feel heard. I guess, just habit. I'm a diary type of girl.
My daughter loves me and i know i don't deserve it. Because when she grows up she will realize how annoying and stupid i really am. Like everyone else does.
Ive been played all my life. I think I've had enough, now. I'm embarrassed and hurt. I think I'm done now.
I just don't want to feel like this ever again. I'll be ok. This is how it's supposed to be.
People don't care, anymore. At least, about me. Never did.
I'm not one of the many lucky people who have that. I guess i should be grateful that i even had a baby.
Without the man trying to take the baby from me.
Idk why I'm even writing this. I guess, just to feel heard. I guess, just habit. I'm a diary type of girl.