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Permanently naked and branded slave with sore nipples. Owned by @MeisterAndrew. DMs welcome. -Carla
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Pic not me but close to my younger self.
NO dick pics and no pic sharing. BDSM submissive and mum of @MeisterAndrew. Here to answer questions and share my experience of being forced to be under 24/7 no limit sexual and painful submission to my son.
If you want to know what I looked like my son thinks I had the same body and features as Alison Brie. I'm not sure if either of us remember correctly.
I am under strong discipline. As part of my discipline I have to endure 60 minutes of extremely painful nipple torture each night. At the end of every day I have to position myself stretched out completely naked onto a metal frame with titties sticking up where I'm very securely restrained to make me helpless. My head is secured and I'm deepthroat gagged. Pinchers are then attached to my nipples for the length of my punishment and repositioned every minute to keep the circulation going so that the pain can constantly be at a maximum level. This ensures that my nipples are constantly sore and sensitive even for a few days afterwards so that with the daily punishment the pinchers get applied to my already sore nipples.
This punishment is lovingly devised to be excruciatingly painful for me to endure but it is one he and guests really enjoy seeing me struggle through with difficulty while moving my naked body. It is pure agonising torture without any pleasure and no way to avoid it. During or afterwards my mouth may also serve as a cum receptacle. I'm expected to take my punishment willingly, elegantly and ladylike. If I try to resist or complain too much I'm further disciplined.
These are the pinchers used on my nipples
My submission was reluctant in choosing not to fight against what I knew I would eventually have to give in to. This is now permanent with literally no way out for me. I don't have to be asked for permission and can't refuse anything or safe out allowing him to freely and without being hindered use me to experiment on with any tortures or activities he devises to examine their effects on me and my reaction to it.
I have been asked a few times if I like pain. This depends on what you see as 'like'. I can state I definitely don't enjoy pain and in fact I find it very unenjoyable and unpleasant. It's for this reason actually I like that I'm made to submit to and endure it. I want the unpleasant feeling and not deciding when and to what extent I will feel it. I want to feel it in the extreme and in the moment wish for it to stop with everything in me. Feeling the excitement of knowing my completely naked body will be gazed upon by men imagining what they will do to it, humiliated and struggling against the bonds that keep me fully captive to the suffering I expose and begging for relief that does not come quickly but that can be hours or sometimes even days away.
I was slow branded in front of friends and family, first 'slave' above my right butt cheek and then his name on my left hip.
TL;DR
In a nutshell, and I know this will appeal to a lot of guys, I'm compelled to be a sexual slave. This is not consensual non-consent but forced non-consent. I'm required to stay completely naked so that everyone can see my naked body, titties, butt and pussy. I may never wear any clothing again and may not cover them or my body or wear any makeup or jewellery. I also routinely undergo extreme and very painful sexual torture while being watched.
As a treat this a translation for my fellow Afrikaans speakers
Ek is onder streng dissipline. As deel van my dissipline moet ek 60 minute van uiters pynlike marteling van my tepels elke nag verduur. Aan die einde van elke dag moet ek myself heeltemal kaal uitgestrek op 'n metaal raam posisioneer met tieties wat boontoe steek waar ek baie stewig vasgegespe word om my hulpeloos te maak. My kop word vasgemaak en ek word diepkeels gesnoer. Knypers word dan aan my tepels geheg vir die duur van my straf en elke minuut geherposisioneer om die sirkulasie aan die gang te hou sodat die pyn konstant op a maksimum vlak kan wees. Dit verseker dat my tepels konstant seer en gevoelig is selfs vir 'n paar dae daarna sodat die knypers met die daaglikse straf op my reeds seer tepels toegepas word.
Hierdie straf is liefdevol uitgedink om ondraaglik pynlik vir my te wees om te verduur maar dit is een wat hy en gaste regtig baie geniet om my te sien moeilik deur dit stry terwyl my kaal liggaam beweeg. Dit is pure folterende marteling sonder enige plesier met geen manier om dit te vermy nie. Gedurende en agterna mag my mond ook dien as 'n kom ontvanger. Daar word verwag dat ek my straf vrywillig, elegant en soos 'n dame ontvang. As ek probeer om dit te weerstaan of te veel kla word ek verder gedissiplineer.
Hierdie is die knypers wat op my tepels gebruik word
My submissie was huiwerig in dat ek gekies het om nie te weg teen wat ek geweet het ek uiteindelik sal moes ingee. Dit is nou permanent met letterlik geen manier vir my om daaruit te kom nie. Ek hoef nie vir toestemming gevra te word nie en kan nie enigiets weier of 'safe out' nie wat hom toelaat om vrylik en sonder om gehinder te word my te gebruik om op te eksperimenteer met enige martelinge of aktiwiteite wat hy bedink om hulle effek op my te te ondersoek en my reaksie op dit.
Ek is al 'n paar keer gevra of ek van pyn hou. Dit hang af van wat hy sien as 'hou van'. Ek kan verklaar dat ek beslis nie pyn geniet nie en inderdaad ervaar ek did baie onplesierig en onaangenaam. Dis om hierdie rede dat ek eintlik daarvan hou dat ek gedwing word om my daaraan te onderwerp en dit te verduur. Ek wil die onaangename gevoel hê en nie kan kies wanneer en tot watter mate ek dit sal voel. Ek wil dit voel in die uiterste en in die oomblik wens vir dit om te stop met alles in my. Voelende die opgewondenheid van weet dat daar na my heeltemal kaal liggaam gestaar sal word deur mans wat hulle verbeel wat hulle aan dit sal doen, vernederend en strydend teen die bande wat my ten volle gevangene hou aan die lyding wat ek blootlê en smeek vir verligting wat nie gou kom nie maar wat ure en some dae weg lê.
Ek was stadig gebrandmerk voor vriende en familie, eerste 'slaaf' bo my regter boud wang en daarna sy naam op my linker heup.
TL;DR
In 'n neutedop, en ek weet dit sal aanloklik wees vir baie ouens, ek word gedwing om 'n seksuele slaaf te wees. Dit is nie konsensuele nie-toestemming maar gevorseerde nie-toestemming. Daar word vereis dat ek heeltemal kaal bly sodat almal my kaal liggaam, tieties, boude en katjie kan sien. Ek mag nooit weer enige klere dra nie en mag hulle of my liggaam nie bedek nie of enige grimering of juweliersware dra nie. Ek ondergaan ook gereeld ekstreme en baie pynlike seksuele marteling terwyl mense vir my kyk.
NO dick pics and no pic sharing. BDSM submissive and mum of @MeisterAndrew. Here to answer questions and share my experience of being forced to be under 24/7 no limit sexual and painful submission to my son.
If you want to know what I looked like my son thinks I had the same body and features as Alison Brie. I'm not sure if either of us remember correctly.
I am under strong discipline. As part of my discipline I have to endure 60 minutes of extremely painful nipple torture each night. At the end of every day I have to position myself stretched out completely naked onto a metal frame with titties sticking up where I'm very securely restrained to make me helpless. My head is secured and I'm deepthroat gagged. Pinchers are then attached to my nipples for the length of my punishment and repositioned every minute to keep the circulation going so that the pain can constantly be at a maximum level. This ensures that my nipples are constantly sore and sensitive even for a few days afterwards so that with the daily punishment the pinchers get applied to my already sore nipples.
This punishment is lovingly devised to be excruciatingly painful for me to endure but it is one he and guests really enjoy seeing me struggle through with difficulty while moving my naked body. It is pure agonising torture without any pleasure and no way to avoid it. During or afterwards my mouth may also serve as a cum receptacle. I'm expected to take my punishment willingly, elegantly and ladylike. If I try to resist or complain too much I'm further disciplined.
These are the pinchers used on my nipples
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My submission was reluctant in choosing not to fight against what I knew I would eventually have to give in to. This is now permanent with literally no way out for me. I don't have to be asked for permission and can't refuse anything or safe out allowing him to freely and without being hindered use me to experiment on with any tortures or activities he devises to examine their effects on me and my reaction to it.
I have been asked a few times if I like pain. This depends on what you see as 'like'. I can state I definitely don't enjoy pain and in fact I find it very unenjoyable and unpleasant. It's for this reason actually I like that I'm made to submit to and endure it. I want the unpleasant feeling and not deciding when and to what extent I will feel it. I want to feel it in the extreme and in the moment wish for it to stop with everything in me. Feeling the excitement of knowing my completely naked body will be gazed upon by men imagining what they will do to it, humiliated and struggling against the bonds that keep me fully captive to the suffering I expose and begging for relief that does not come quickly but that can be hours or sometimes even days away.
I was slow branded in front of friends and family, first 'slave' above my right butt cheek and then his name on my left hip.
TL;DR
In a nutshell, and I know this will appeal to a lot of guys, I'm compelled to be a sexual slave. This is not consensual non-consent but forced non-consent. I'm required to stay completely naked so that everyone can see my naked body, titties, butt and pussy. I may never wear any clothing again and may not cover them or my body or wear any makeup or jewellery. I also routinely undergo extreme and very painful sexual torture while being watched.
As a treat this a translation for my fellow Afrikaans speakers
Ek is onder streng dissipline. As deel van my dissipline moet ek 60 minute van uiters pynlike marteling van my tepels elke nag verduur. Aan die einde van elke dag moet ek myself heeltemal kaal uitgestrek op 'n metaal raam posisioneer met tieties wat boontoe steek waar ek baie stewig vasgegespe word om my hulpeloos te maak. My kop word vasgemaak en ek word diepkeels gesnoer. Knypers word dan aan my tepels geheg vir die duur van my straf en elke minuut geherposisioneer om die sirkulasie aan die gang te hou sodat die pyn konstant op a maksimum vlak kan wees. Dit verseker dat my tepels konstant seer en gevoelig is selfs vir 'n paar dae daarna sodat die knypers met die daaglikse straf op my reeds seer tepels toegepas word.
Hierdie straf is liefdevol uitgedink om ondraaglik pynlik vir my te wees om te verduur maar dit is een wat hy en gaste regtig baie geniet om my te sien moeilik deur dit stry terwyl my kaal liggaam beweeg. Dit is pure folterende marteling sonder enige plesier met geen manier om dit te vermy nie. Gedurende en agterna mag my mond ook dien as 'n kom ontvanger. Daar word verwag dat ek my straf vrywillig, elegant en soos 'n dame ontvang. As ek probeer om dit te weerstaan of te veel kla word ek verder gedissiplineer.
Hierdie is die knypers wat op my tepels gebruik word
[image/video - please log in to see this content]
My submissie was huiwerig in dat ek gekies het om nie te weg teen wat ek geweet het ek uiteindelik sal moes ingee. Dit is nou permanent met letterlik geen manier vir my om daaruit te kom nie. Ek hoef nie vir toestemming gevra te word nie en kan nie enigiets weier of 'safe out' nie wat hom toelaat om vrylik en sonder om gehinder te word my te gebruik om op te eksperimenteer met enige martelinge of aktiwiteite wat hy bedink om hulle effek op my te te ondersoek en my reaksie op dit.
Ek is al 'n paar keer gevra of ek van pyn hou. Dit hang af van wat hy sien as 'hou van'. Ek kan verklaar dat ek beslis nie pyn geniet nie en inderdaad ervaar ek did baie onplesierig en onaangenaam. Dis om hierdie rede dat ek eintlik daarvan hou dat ek gedwing word om my daaraan te onderwerp en dit te verduur. Ek wil die onaangename gevoel hê en nie kan kies wanneer en tot watter mate ek dit sal voel. Ek wil dit voel in die uiterste en in die oomblik wens vir dit om te stop met alles in my. Voelende die opgewondenheid van weet dat daar na my heeltemal kaal liggaam gestaar sal word deur mans wat hulle verbeel wat hulle aan dit sal doen, vernederend en strydend teen die bande wat my ten volle gevangene hou aan die lyding wat ek blootlê en smeek vir verligting wat nie gou kom nie maar wat ure en some dae weg lê.
Ek was stadig gebrandmerk voor vriende en familie, eerste 'slaaf' bo my regter boud wang en daarna sy naam op my linker heup.
TL;DR
In 'n neutedop, en ek weet dit sal aanloklik wees vir baie ouens, ek word gedwing om 'n seksuele slaaf te wees. Dit is nie konsensuele nie-toestemming maar gevorseerde nie-toestemming. Daar word vereis dat ek heeltemal kaal bly sodat almal my kaal liggaam, tieties, boude en katjie kan sien. Ek mag nooit weer enige klere dra nie en mag hulle of my liggaam nie bedek nie of enige grimering of juweliersware dra nie. Ek ondergaan ook gereeld ekstreme en baie pynlike seksuele marteling terwyl mense vir my kyk.