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Jekyll may control my mind, but Hyde consumes my heart. ("About Me"grants a glimpse of the monster)
About Me About Me
[c=#008099]Crash Course: Me101[/c]
[c=666666]Yes! I used to be the one and only... SaccharinCyanide💙[/c]
[c=009E4F] Name Change: You know... I've always enjoyed "The Strange Case Of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde". A lot to relate to.... ANYWAYS.
I get painted as this scholarly, charismatic, good person quite often and I'm sick to death of it. Especially when the bad comes out--when I'm less than my best-- and people condemn me so quickly for it. Making me out to be a fraud because THEY only chose to see the good. Darling, NO ONE is purely good. Human nature in general: We all have a darker, visceral side and purely malicious demons/ wicked tendencies we fight. I'm not solely the Jekyll you dreamed of, but more so the Hyde you were warned about.
Just.. Please. Don't make me out to be better than what I am--after all? I'm nothing to romanticize. If anything? I should be incarcerated.
Either in Grippy Sock Prison --clad in a "hug me" shell.
The Bad Girl Cage, sporting the orange no no suit...
Or in a Corpse Case, six feet under.
Dealer's choice. Pick my poison, dear, but get rid of me. For your own sake. For my sake. (And the future sakes of everyone around us...)[/c]
[c=002673]I'm [i]not[/i] intended for the easily offended. I'll be respectful when interacting, but I will not lose sight of myself to spare your feelings. [/c]
[c=#004A59] While my past may be a traumatic novel, it has already been published and remains unchangeable. Rather than waste time reading over what I already know, why not look at the book of blank pages known as my future that I can shape the way the story goes from here? You will not know the book if you never open the cover and see what is scrawled among the pages within.
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[c=A69800] You can most often find me under a rock either reading, writing or drawing. I've got ink in my veins and dark melodies on my mind [/c]
[c=003BB2]Do not mistake my kindness for weakness. I'll always be here to spread positive vibes, lend an ear or give advice, but I will unpleasantly surprise you if you push me enough.[/c]
[c=800000] I'm diagnosed with:
-Major Depressive Disorder with Psychotic Features
-Borderline Personality Disorder
-Panic Disorder
-PTSD
-Dissociative Identity Disorder
-Agoraphobia
I include this because anyone who intends on getting to know me has a right to know. If it's too much for you to handle, then walk away.[/c]
[c=800055]Anything else? Or have I annoyed you with a long ass introduction yet?[/c]
[c=800000] Just talk to me. I don't bite....Usually ;)[/c]
[c=666666]Yes! I used to be the one and only... SaccharinCyanide💙[/c]
[c=009E4F] Name Change: You know... I've always enjoyed "The Strange Case Of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde". A lot to relate to.... ANYWAYS.
I get painted as this scholarly, charismatic, good person quite often and I'm sick to death of it. Especially when the bad comes out--when I'm less than my best-- and people condemn me so quickly for it. Making me out to be a fraud because THEY only chose to see the good. Darling, NO ONE is purely good. Human nature in general: We all have a darker, visceral side and purely malicious demons/ wicked tendencies we fight. I'm not solely the Jekyll you dreamed of, but more so the Hyde you were warned about.
Just.. Please. Don't make me out to be better than what I am--after all? I'm nothing to romanticize. If anything? I should be incarcerated.
Either in Grippy Sock Prison --clad in a "hug me" shell.
The Bad Girl Cage, sporting the orange no no suit...
Or in a Corpse Case, six feet under.
Dealer's choice. Pick my poison, dear, but get rid of me. For your own sake. For my sake. (And the future sakes of everyone around us...)[/c]
[c=002673]I'm [i]not[/i] intended for the easily offended. I'll be respectful when interacting, but I will not lose sight of myself to spare your feelings. [/c]
[c=#004A59] While my past may be a traumatic novel, it has already been published and remains unchangeable. Rather than waste time reading over what I already know, why not look at the book of blank pages known as my future that I can shape the way the story goes from here? You will not know the book if you never open the cover and see what is scrawled among the pages within.
[/c]
[c=A69800] You can most often find me under a rock either reading, writing or drawing. I've got ink in my veins and dark melodies on my mind [/c]
[c=003BB2]Do not mistake my kindness for weakness. I'll always be here to spread positive vibes, lend an ear or give advice, but I will unpleasantly surprise you if you push me enough.[/c]
[c=800000] I'm diagnosed with:
-Major Depressive Disorder with Psychotic Features
-Borderline Personality Disorder
-Panic Disorder
-PTSD
-Dissociative Identity Disorder
-Agoraphobia
I include this because anyone who intends on getting to know me has a right to know. If it's too much for you to handle, then walk away.[/c]
[c=800055]Anything else? Or have I annoyed you with a long ass introduction yet?[/c]
[c=800000] Just talk to me. I don't bite....Usually ;)[/c]