Compound

I judge people based on how they act, not their past. I feel comfort connecting to people, yet I sometimes trust them alot or not enough. I'm mixed with conflicting feelings of humans due to conflicting events in my past. Alot has changed me but I just want to one day be free to walk into an abyss and never stop walking. I want to go somewhere and get lost. Never coming to a home. I want to feel like theres something I'm chasing for when I'm just chasing for a journey. A freedom to explore the world